I
have been thinking about blogging about this for a while now and decided that I
will as it really inspired me and hope it inspires other people
.
A
couple of weeks ago I was at a talk on Suicidal Thoughts with Dr Steve
Critchlow when he told us a story about Kevin Hines who suffers bipolar
disorder, had begun to hear voices telling him he had to die and days before
his attempt, he began to believe them.
Kevin
went to The Golden Gate Bridge in San Francisco which sees a lot of people
going there to jump off - a distance which takes four seconds to fall which not
many survive from. But miraculously Kevin did survive.
"Six
years ago, when Hines was in high school, he started hearing voices. His
torment became so intense that he finally decided to kill himself. One day, as
usual, he attended his first class, then took a bus to the bridge, crying all
the way.
"I
had heard that the Golden Gate Bridge was the easiest way to die. I heard that
you hit the water and you're dead," Hines said. "And I remember
picking the spot. This is the good spot. I'm not too close to the pillar. I
won't hit the pillar. I'm not too close to the land. I won't hit the land. I'll
hit the water and I'll die."
Hines
stood on the bridge for 40 minutes. No one approached him to ask what was
wrong. When a tourist came up and asked whether he could take her photo, Hines
said that was the final straw -- clear proof that no one cared.
He
took the picture, then jumped. Instantly, he realized he had made a mistake,
and came up with a plan to save his life.
"It
was simply this: God, save me, A. B, throw your head back. C, hit feet
first," Hines said. "And I did all of that."
The
impact was crushing, and Hines hurtled 40 feet underwater. Miraculously, he
survived.
Hines
said his decision to kill himself at the Golden Gate came down to simplicity.
"It's
this simple," Hines said. "A 4-foot rail. A tall 12-year-old could
fall off."
But
how did he survive, the bit not told in this story, is that God did save him by
using a Sea Lion. After he jumped, Kevin was able to reach the surface of the
water and upon his resurfacing he bobbed up in down in the cold water.
Something brushed his legs and he feared it was a shark but it wasn't, it was a
Sea Lion who circled beneath him, bumping him up and keeping him above the
water so he didn't drown when his body got too tired. The Sea Lion kept doing
this until he was rescued by a boat.
How
incredible is that story, this guy jumped from the bridge but then decided it
was the wrong decision and one the way down asked God to save him, and God did
just that by sending a Sea Lion. When we call out to God for help he hears us
and helps us and brings people/animals to help us. You may think it’s weird for
animals to help us humans, but animals can sense the pain in humans and are a
help to many a person.
Kevin
didn't want to die, he just wanted to end the pain. He is like many people who
try to end their life, they aren't necessarily wanting to die, just want the
pain to end. And we as their friends/family/fellow human beings need to
intervene and help these people in their emotional pain. I know that throughout
the past few years when there were times I felt I could not go on any longer
with the pain, God brought people into my life to help me and bring me through
and back to Him. Those who are suicidal need compassion and understanding, not
judgement.
To
read more about Kevin Hines click here and to read more about The Golden Gate
Bridge and the suicide jumpers go here